I know the cure: Get out and move. Meditate. Create.
I'm going to get on all of that after I wrap my day at werk, but in the meantime, I am struggling with feeling okay with what I've got. I have a roof over my head, we have enough food to eat. I have a sexy loving husband and an awesome playful dog, and both of them make me laugh.
But today, I dunno... I'm soaking in some crappy anxiety. It's like I just need someone to tell me that it's all going to be okay.
I know that it will all work out, but today I'm just not feeling it. Having trouble looking at the bright spots, having trouble looking at what we have accomplished thus far and seeing it as an actual accomplishment.
Okay, I needed to vent and put that out there with people I feel safe expressing it with. People who I know work thru their troubles in a positive manner. Thank you for listening. Going to take Pogo out into the forest now, the forest always helps ease my mind. Love, too.
I can make anything I want happen, I just have to actually DO it. So it's time to start DOING IT. Put aside my fears and make stuff happen. Use this anxiety for good, just need to channel it properly.
Wish me fortune. I feel like I need to support of family and friends.











