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Meet that marker Dee and I have a dress that would look beautiful on you that I wore in a fashion show for a classy boutique.
Looking forward to #1s. 
deal, mama

(un?)fortunately i am down another 5 pounds in a couple weeks
had a surgery last week and for a week before and the week since, i just aint that hungry
no fever or anything, just no appetite

making myself eat at least one good balanced meal a day and i try to have at least a banana or a smoothie or some cereal for breakfast
maybe percocets are my answer to a "diet pill"

(bad attempt of making a joke about my health issues lately

)
anyway, please pray that i will heal without incident, guys
the issues i have been facing are crippling me financially

but worse than that, they are making it really hard for me to get out and exercise

(my last trip to the gym literally precipitated my last surgery

)
i am terribly frustrated but NOT giving up
i am too old and ornery to give up that easy

just needed to vent and for some reason i feel like in this forum i am not seen as 'attention-seeking' altho i really appreciate you responders 'attention' as any encouragement is ingested and enthusiastically appreciated

i think my favorite thing right now is wearing all my old favorite tee shirts that i just havent fit into in quite a few years

teo, when i reach my goal in about 25 pounds, can we please make plans and hang out somewhere we can get dressed up and get handsome handymen to buy us pink drinks?

however, i have a secret 'plan' i want to put in motion at some point
it involves knocking someones socks (and hopefully the rest of their attire

) off and making their head(s) spin

sorry for the foray into

land but for me, its motivation

ok, so i can do this/keep doing this/succeed at this
i KNOW i can:Phishfolk: