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#1751 nancykind

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Posted 02 July 2012 - 12:48 PM

hello my dears. :) :heart: :)

#1752 TEO

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Posted 02 July 2012 - 12:58 PM

Good Morning Nancy :heart:

Hope you have a most pleasant day.

#1753 Geminimoon

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Posted 02 July 2012 - 01:56 PM

thank you! :) :heart: i'm doing well today, knees are finally feeling good again. hope you have a great day and feel good too! :)


Thank you :heart:

#1754 Terrapin Station

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Posted 02 July 2012 - 02:17 PM

Good news lady, good news!

Do you think you will be able to ride your bike at Vibes this year?



thank you! :) :heart: i'm doing well today, knees are finally feeling good again. hope you have a great day and feel good too! :)



#1755 Tim the Beek

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Posted 02 July 2012 - 02:18 PM

Hi Nancy! :) <3

#1756 joecool

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Posted 02 July 2012 - 02:41 PM

hey you! look at that! you got topsies! you look pretty good up there! ;)
hope your day is splendid!

#1757 joecool

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Posted 02 July 2012 - 02:41 PM

thank you! :) :heart: i'm doing well today, knees are finally feeling good again. hope you have a great day and feel good too! :)


great to hear!

#1758 TEO

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Posted 02 July 2012 - 06:36 PM

Hope you are getting all the rest you need and want. :heart:

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#1759 Tim the Beek

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Posted 03 July 2012 - 11:27 AM

((((Nansnake)))) :)

#1760 nancykind

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Posted 03 July 2012 - 12:43 PM

omg that picture is toooo adorable! :D

i don't know about riding a bike. i have to get it fixed anyway, something's wrong with the brakes

#1761 insolent cur

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Posted 03 July 2012 - 12:59 PM

the numbness must make walking kind of strange.

sending good vibes from me and the curs. :heart:

#1762 August West

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Posted 03 July 2012 - 01:03 PM

good morning nancykind :)

hope all is well today. :heart:

#1763 sarah b.

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Posted 03 July 2012 - 01:10 PM

Good morning. :) Just a few more days till SPAC. :yawn: (I'm tired.)

#1764 joecool

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Posted 03 July 2012 - 01:33 PM

omg that picture is toooo adorable! :D

i don't know about riding a bike. i have to get it fixed anyway, something's wrong with the brakes


brakes are overrated!

hey hey! hope you doing well! any plans for the 4th? we have none! we'll think of something fun to do....like mow the lawn, and stuff like that. fun fun!! not really. we'll do some fun stuff too. can't wait to see you and all these other freaks in a couple weeks!!!!

#1765 fire_rocket

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Posted 03 July 2012 - 02:30 PM

Nancy! :heart:

#1766 Terry Bo Berry

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Posted 03 July 2012 - 05:50 PM

Stopping in to say hello :bigsmile:

#1767 nancykind

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Posted 03 July 2012 - 11:24 PM

I AM DONE WITH CHEMMOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8 down, NONE TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:jam:

and it sooooo weird, Adam - truly!!! thanks for all the good vibes, probably won't make it on saturday Sarah but i still have my lawn ticket.

my numbers were just okay today, good enough for a treatment but by the narrowest margin i've had. the PA put me back on the $%^&*$#@$%^%#$the antibiotic to try to push the white cell count up without having to resort to another neulasta shot. i was on it for 3 weeks and off of it for less than one week. :tongue: my acupuncturist is on vacation this week so i'm not getting any help with any of the pain or cells this round so i don't want to add the pain of neulasta to the pain of the taxol, which is the worst of the two. it's going to be a really interesting round, no matter what - i wonder if i'll get a lot of baseball bat whacks again....

the swollen feet and ankles are their main concern currently, they indicate a possibility for deep vein thrombosis - bloodclots deep in the big veins of the leg. they can travel to the lungs most commonly, and then it would be an embolism which is what they went looking for last week. the only recommendation is elevation and they gave me some things to watch for at which point i'd have to call in. they are staffed on the weekends and holidays, although my doc isn't the one on call this week/end, he's on his 3rd vacation in the 4 months i've been seeing him.

PA thinks i miiiiiiight keep the fingernails but just barely and only if i don't whack them, especially in any way that causes even a slight lifting. so it's getting a bit tricky to do things at all, even normal things. interesting. the two big toenails are toast, especially the left one, she agrees. the other toenails look okay..... the pinky one is turning color a bit but i think it's too late for it to go very far.

that's about it for today. i'm tired and i'm reclining and resting tonight. thanks to Kerri i have some yummy eggplant parm i'm going to heat up for dinner tonight. :thup: :)

#1768 nancykind

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Posted 03 July 2012 - 11:24 PM

so thank you Kerri. very much. :) :heart:

i hit post too soon and didn't want to mess with the editing.

#1769 TEO

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Posted 04 July 2012 - 12:42 AM

Hooray on finishing up the chemo!!!

#1770 sarah b.

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Posted 04 July 2012 - 05:42 PM

Yay, no more chemo!! :jam:

#1771 Jwheelz

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Posted 04 July 2012 - 05:51 PM

awesome! So glad to hear you're done with the chemo <3 <3 <3

#1772 Tim the Beek

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Posted 04 July 2012 - 06:05 PM

I AM DONE WITH CHEMMOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8 down, NONE TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:jam:


A happy Beek tear welled up and rolled from reading that. <3

#1773 china cat

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Posted 04 July 2012 - 06:33 PM

YAY NANCY!!!!!!!

I am so happy for you that I'm going the happy dance Posted Image Posted Image :yippee: :yippee:

#1774 gram-man

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Posted 04 July 2012 - 06:42 PM

HOORAY!!! for chemo being over!! Now the real healin can begin and hopefully soon you can get back to feeling like yourself again!!

<3 <3

#1775 nancykind

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Posted 04 July 2012 - 07:04 PM

right after radiation! :funny1:

thanks all, i love you so. :) :heart:

#1776 Tabbooma

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Posted 04 July 2012 - 08:06 PM

:bouncey:

#1777 twilight dancer

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Posted 04 July 2012 - 08:32 PM

yay for no chemo. that shit sucks the big chorizo.

SO HAPPY FOR YOUUUUUUUUUUU!

yay yay yay yay yay yay!!!!!!

here's to smooth sailing................. cheeeeeeeeeeeeers!!!!!
xoxoxoxoxox

#1778 nancykind

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Posted 04 July 2012 - 08:54 PM

it sure does and i know you know how much my heart is with you every day. :heart:

i see the radiation oncologist tomorrow at 8:30, my dad wants to go with me but he used the word 'curious' so i think learning more about the scientific calculation of it all is the draw for him. we are going out to breakfast first, he's all excited to try this new place that opened in s. glens falls. :)

the PA thought that my first simulation will be friday, yikes, my second one next week, and then we wait the 4 weeks for me and my white cells to recover from the chemo. week of 7/30 i "hope".

yikes!

#1779 Karen

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Posted 04 July 2012 - 11:35 PM

Hurrah for you! SO happy that you are done with chemo :heart:

Here's to feeling better and better every day!

#1780 Again and Again

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Posted 05 July 2012 - 03:37 AM

Here's a bit more to feeling better and better every day! Too much of everything is just enough :)

#1781 Cheezdude

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Posted 05 July 2012 - 05:53 AM

I'm glad your done with Chemo. Feel better. Still sending lots of vibes your way. :bigsmile:
(((((((Strength and Healing)))))))

#1782 vinandtonic

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Posted 05 July 2012 - 12:42 PM

so glad you are finished with the chemo :)

#1783 fire_rocket

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Posted 05 July 2012 - 12:49 PM

Yay for no more chemo!! Love to you!

#1784 georgi

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Posted 05 July 2012 - 12:50 PM

Woo hoo! No more chemo! :heart: :ura1:

Love you Nancy!!!!

#1785 elder

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Posted 05 July 2012 - 12:54 PM

Great news :boogie:
You are tough as nails Nancy. And its a good thing.
Because I am goining to hug you so freakin' hard when I see you :heart:

#1786 joecool

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Posted 05 July 2012 - 02:33 PM

you made it thru all hose chemo treatments, and now.....you've got no more!!!! yayyyyyy you!!!!!

hope all goes well with the other crap you have to contend with. you're still in our thoughts and prayers, and we're still sending you all kinds of good vibes! see you in two weeks! ♥

#1787 nancykind

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Posted 05 July 2012 - 02:46 PM

sounds good to me, elder! :)

just got home from the radiation oncologist, whoooooo, lotta information! i don't see how i possibly could have done that consult during a treatment. dr hellman is my main guy, he seems........... fine. the nurse said something about good thing i had brought someone with me because of all the info i was going to get and then hellman is completely weirded out by my recorder! he asked me to turn it off and when i said it wasn't on yet, he said his schpiel would change and he'd be more detailed if the recorder was on and that i should be aware of that. :huh: so i said okayyyy, and hit the on button. wtf. :dunno: first dr i've come across who cared even in the slightest, about its existence.

so there's a few freaky side effects, but the first 3 weeks or so should be reasonable uneventful. my cat scan and first simulation is tomorrow at 8am, and i'll get my tattoos at that time. i can't believe my first tattoos are going to be radiation markers. :plain:

if they need to do another simulation, they'll have time next week and then my dry run will be the 24th or 25th and and we should start on the 25th or 26th. yikes. i'll have 33 rounds once daily, monday thru friday, so my last round should be september 10th or 11th..... yikes.

my sister will be back to go to my first one with me, i'm glad about that. :thup:

thanks from the bottom of my heart and soul, for all the good wishes. they mean more than i can ever express, truly. :heart:

#1788 nancykind

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Posted 05 July 2012 - 03:09 PM

oh yes, i'll have a lifetime increased risk of skin cancer called sarcoma. where i already have a family history of melanoma. and this is in addition to the risk of bladder cancer from the AC, and leukemia from the taxol.

sheesh!!! :rolleyes:

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Posted 05 July 2012 - 11:06 PM

Hi Nancy,
It is great news that you are done with Chemo and have the next steps planned out. You are truly remarkable. The line up of persons to hug you may be longer than those trying to get into Vibes. :bigsmile:

Much <3 <3

#1790 Royal

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Posted 06 July 2012 - 12:22 AM

Nancy,

Congrats on finishing chemo. I'd be worried too if I had the risks you face, but try to keep it on the sunny side especially when you're by yourself. You can vent here anytime.

Royal

#1791 August West

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Posted 06 July 2012 - 12:42 AM

sheesh!!! :rolleyes:


love you, you have done great so far :heart:

#1792 TEO

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Posted 06 July 2012 - 12:45 AM

Much love :heart:

#1793 Slabbidy Blodahead

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Posted 06 July 2012 - 02:09 AM

Just wanted to say yay for no more chemo indeed, and add a few X's and O's in here. Love you, Nancy!!!

#1794 nancykind

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Posted 06 July 2012 - 10:50 AM

oh yes, i'll have a lifetime increased risk of skin cancer called sarcoma. where i already have a family history of melanoma. and this is in addition to the risk of bladder cancer from the AC, and leukemia from the taxol.

sheesh!!! :rolleyes:


AAAAAND the 50% chance of metastisis within the first 5 years!! :bang:

:gah: did i have to have triple negative breast cancer??? :rolleyes:

and let's not forget that colon cancer that's so prevalent in my family. :bang:

having a tough start today, can you tell? :thdown: it'll get better... :thup:

ugh. i'm going to take a shower, i have to be at the hospital at 8. :tongue:

#1795 Tim the Beek

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Posted 06 July 2012 - 11:17 AM

((((Nancy))))

#1796 gram-man

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Posted 06 July 2012 - 11:51 AM

Much love to you Nancy!!

I know you're not making Phish this weekend, but is there a chance you'll make it over to Wende's for a bit on either Sat or Sun??

If that's not in the cards, let me know if you'd be up for a small contingent of boardies coming to visit you at home.

You have my number. Call/text me and let me know what you're up for and what you can handle.

<3

#1797 sarah b.

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Posted 06 July 2012 - 04:03 PM

You. :heart: Has PMs.

#1798 nancykind

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Posted 06 July 2012 - 04:36 PM

Much love to you Nancy!!

I know you're not making Phish this weekend, but is there a chance you'll make it over to Wende's for a bit on either Sat or Sun??

If that's not in the cards, let me know if you'd be up for a small contingent of boardies coming to visit you at home.

You have my number. Call/text me and let me know what you're up for and what you can handle.

<3


i wish i could picture it in the cards but am not currently. i'm already percocetin'. :undecided: if anyone wants to come by here though, i would love it if anyone has the time. everyone should bring something to swim in, if they like. :)

#1799 sarah b.

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Posted 06 July 2012 - 04:44 PM

can do; if I can bring anything you might like to eat, let me know. (not today; chicken w/head cut off today)

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Posted 06 July 2012 - 06:13 PM

<3