i am feeling a little sorry for myself right now. my teeth are in awful shape! it would seem that after about 10 years of near constant inflammation of my sinuses, my top teeth are dying one by one due to the irritation my sinuses cause. i had two root canals two years ago. since i couldn't afford to get them crowned, i knew they were on borrowed time.
last weekend, i broke one of them. thankfully no pain, but now i have no choice but to bite the credit bullet and get it crowned because it is visible when i smile and i don't want a gap. on top of that, i had another one that was starting to really bother me, so i had it pulled last tuesday, basically to avoid the torture and expense of a root canal and another crown.
so... i have been in pain for a week, eating advil like candy, and trying to keep my sinuses from swelling to decrease the pressure and pain from inside. i have to go back to the dentist tomorrow, to grind down the broken tooth and attach a temporary crown. then i get to go back the following tuesday to get the permanent crown put on.
i feel like shit that i am losing my teeth and will be a toothless old hag by the time i am 45 at this rate... but the worst is that i am pathologically afraid of the dentist and usually have to interrupt procedures to cry, regain my composure and then let him finish. i always have the nitr*us, because it does help, but i am so sensitive to it that one time my little crying jag was due to a bad trip in the chair. there is a very fine line between abject terror/relaxed enough to get through it/lost in nitr*us land.
anyhoo... sucks to be me today, worrying about tomorrow morning.











