I've been meaning to do it for some time, and just figured I would leave it, but I honestly don't even want to think about it anymore.
I'm trying to be a better person. I've realized that facebook is actually preventing that....
For the past few years, I think I have actually turned UN-grateful for the things I have. It has slowly eaten me alive watching what others 'seem' to have, and how happy most people seem. I've spent too much time paying attention to what others are doing with their lives, that I haven't even been living mine... Or taken care of the things that I should.
I've had to stress over if someone is going to post a picture of me where I look fat, or have a funny face.. for the whole world to see. I've had to stress if someone is going to post something inappropriate. I've had to stress over friend requests from co-workers or clients. I've had to stress over others opinions and the realization that some of the people I thought were pretty cool, actually have some fucked up opinions. I've gotten into a fight with my brother on it, and countless drama has popped up with me and Capt. so that the whole world knows then we just had a fight. It makes me late for work because I'll waste time saying Happy birthday to people I'll probably never even see again. It's too much information. It's not healthy to have to pay attention to so many other people. It's made me fogret about the ones right here in front of me.
I just can't anymore. I miss the board, and I have always gravitated to FB in my spare time, reading the board secondary, and mostly never even getting here. It's good to be home, and it's good to have the FB gone.
Thanks for listening.
I love you guys.