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#1 Mr Bo Berry

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Posted 01 October 2013 - 05:29 PM

This weekend I let my disease take me out after 15 months sober. Going to get my white chip tonight and start over. Feeling very depressed but I will not give up. I am taking any and all advice especially from those who gave been there.

#2 TEO

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Posted 01 October 2013 - 05:35 PM

(((One day at a time)))

 

Much love  :heart:



#3 MeOmYo

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Posted 01 October 2013 - 05:36 PM

:heart:



#4 Tim the Beek

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Posted 01 October 2013 - 05:41 PM

<3



#5 Depends

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Posted 01 October 2013 - 06:17 PM

A virtual arm around your shoulder Steve. 

 

It's not how many times you fall (of the wagon?)

But how many times you get up...



#6 Depends

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Posted 01 October 2013 - 06:18 PM

Also, this past weekend has zero to do with today, right?  <3



#7 hippieskichick

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Posted 01 October 2013 - 06:47 PM

It's not how many times you fall (of the wagon?)

But how many times you get up...

 

 

This. 

 

<3



#8 china cat

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Posted 01 October 2013 - 10:52 PM

We love you, Steve

 

You are a hero to me - so proud of what you've accomplished and your post doesn't change that one bit.

 

You just pick on up today and keep moving forward.

 

Pema's helped me in some tough times http://www.shambhala.../addictions.php

 

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#9 Jersey Thug

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Posted 02 October 2013 - 01:25 AM

i love you Steve :heart:  and so does Jason.  we are here for you today and always.  



#10 Eco

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Posted 02 October 2013 - 01:58 AM

Today is a different day than last Saturday....your path is a different path today.  Thumbs up....internet hugs....internet support and such. 



#11 Mr Bo Berry

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Posted 02 October 2013 - 02:08 AM

If all of you knew how much I love you right now.

#12 In A Silent Way

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Posted 02 October 2013 - 02:35 AM

Hang in there, brahmigo. 



#13 Lemireacle

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Posted 02 October 2013 - 04:23 AM

Sending some love from the Lizard and I!  :heart:



#14 Tim the Beek

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Posted 02 October 2013 - 04:31 PM

Thinkin' of you today, friend!



#15 Luna

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Posted 02 October 2013 - 04:57 PM

Love to you Steve, you are stronger than you know <3



#16 Mr Bo Berry

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Posted 03 October 2013 - 11:43 PM

Major anxiety attacks gong on this week but back on track with sobriety.



#17 Royal

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Posted 04 October 2013 - 03:09 AM

the important things in life are that you do no harm to others and stay on the path that was meant for you.  You stepped off the path for a moment but you're back on it.  You didn't hurt anyone and you're back on path.  :heart:



#18 Karen

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Posted 04 October 2013 - 03:29 AM

I love you.  I love you.  I LOVE YOU!

 

The joy is in the journey.

 

All you have is today, so today is where your hope and sobriety are.

 

I love you :heart:



#19 In A Silent Way

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Posted 04 October 2013 - 04:01 PM

The white chip is for loading and unloading only.



#20 hippieskichick

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Posted 04 October 2013 - 04:17 PM

Lots of love and hugs to Mr BB. Thinking of you.

 

Keep on! Each step we take is the next one we can take to a better day. 



#21 JBetty

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Posted 04 October 2013 - 04:32 PM

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#22 Lemireacle

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Posted 04 October 2013 - 04:45 PM

:heart:

 

The white chip is for loading and unloading only.

 

No, the white chip is for loading of passengers, there is no stopping in a RED. :grin:



#23 Jabadoodle

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Posted 04 October 2013 - 05:02 PM

My love and support to you Steve. 

 

So many great things have already been said in this thread. I really like "this past weekend has zero to do with today". 

Please don't feel that you've lost or messed up your 15 months. Those months showed how strong you really are. Those months formed skills and habits within you. One action does not erase that hard work. One misstep means nothing compared to the distance you have already traveled.

 

 

 

 

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#24 Jabadoodle

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Posted 04 October 2013 - 05:03 PM

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#25 sarah b.

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Posted 21 October 2013 - 06:42 AM

seven falls, eight rises. "you can look at the past, but don't stare at it." -some guy at a meeting eye on the prize, one breath at a time, brother.