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#1 Tim the Beek

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Posted 15 November 2012 - 06:53 PM

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I've started telling my daughters I'm beautiful


I've started telling my girls that I think I'm beautiful. It's been so easy to tell them how beautiful THEY are, because it's obvious. They are the thing beauty is made of. They are the reason we started worshipping beauty. They sparkle and dance. When they're sleeping, they turn into soft cloud babies, little perfect tufts of white on the moonlight.
There are a lot of people like me. Women who know things. Women who have seen things. Women with diseases in their livers. There are a lot of women with scars on their arms and words that carry themselves like sparrows. There are women who were too big for this town, who had their backs bent carrying things like religion and a history that originated somewhere in the crook of a branch that extended over a stream. A place where a patch of the sky was visible through the leaves, where a little girl let her bare leg dangle too far down.
There are a lot of people like me, because we're all the same. We're all blood and electricity. We're lonely under the gaze of god. We're all wet with dew and swallowing hard against DO THIS, CONSUME, SHUT UP and BE AFRAID to die.
All of you women with lines on your brow, with cracks between your fingers… it's been a long winter. All of you, you are beautiful and so am I.

The thing is, my children are perfect. I am the grown up, so I'm supposed to show them everything about life. When they wake up in the morning, though, I stare at them and they're new. They teach me everything. They are babies and they teach me what it means to be a person. It's easy to see that they're beautiful.
I am slow and I am tired. I am round and sagging. I am harried. I am sexless. I am getting older.
I am beautiful. How can this be? How can any of this be true?

I don't want my girls to be children who are perfect and then, when they start to feel like women, they remember how I thought of myself as ugly and so they will be ugly too. They will get older and their breasts will lose their shape and they will hate their bodies, because that's what women do. That's what mommy did. I want them to become women who remember me modeling impossible beauty. Modeling beauty in the face of a mean world, a scary world, a world where we don't know what to make of ourselves.
"Look at me, girls!" I say to them. "Look at how beautiful I am. I feel really beautiful, today."
I see it behind their eyes, the calculating and impression. I see it behind their shining brown eyes, how glad they are that I believe I am beautiful. They love me. To them, I am love and guidance and warm, soft blankets and early mornings. They have never doubted how wonderful I am. They have never doubted my beauty. How confusing it must have been for them to see me furrowing my brow in the mirror and sucking in my stomach and sighing.
How confusing it must have been to have me say to them, "You think I am beautiful, but you are wrong. You are small and you love me, so you're not smart enough to know how unattractive I am. I know I am ugly because I see myself with mean eyes. You are my child and I love you, but I will not allow myself to be pretty, for you. No matter how shining you are when you watch me brushing my hair and pulling my dress over my head. No matter how much you want to be just like me, I can't be beautiful for you and I don't know why."
It's working, a little bit. I've even stopped hating myself, a little bit.
I'll be what they see. They see me through eyes of love. I'd do anything for them, even this.
I am beautiful.



#2 china cat

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Posted 15 November 2012 - 08:03 PM

really beautiful.

#3 hoagie

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Posted 15 November 2012 - 08:20 PM

Hypothetical question....

If the mother is horribly disfigured, but insists on calling herself beautiful, tho no one else sees it, is she in fact lying to herself?

For whatever reason, the KITH Chickenlady sketch comes to mind...



#4 Tim the Beek

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Posted 15 November 2012 - 08:51 PM

Why would her displaced molecular arrangement make her any less beautiful? ;)

#5 TakeAStepBack

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Posted 15 November 2012 - 08:54 PM

Why would her displaced molecular arrangement make her any less beautiful? ;)


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#6 TEO

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Posted 16 November 2012 - 03:14 PM

:heart:

I have been working on this and yes bad habit of the mind can be changed. :smile:

#7 syd_25

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Posted 16 November 2012 - 03:54 PM

Thanks Tim.... Sent this on to share with my wife. With having 2 daughters this is good stuff.

#8 JBetty

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Posted 16 November 2012 - 03:56 PM



#9 Tim the Beek

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Posted 16 November 2012 - 04:20 PM

:lol:

#10 hoagie

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Posted 16 November 2012 - 05:26 PM

Why would her displaced molecular arrangement make her any less beautiful? ;)


Beauty is all math


The psychology of the aesthetics of mathematics is studied post-psychoanalytically in psychosynthesis (in the work of Piero Ferrucci), in cognitive psychology (in illusion studies using self-similarity in Shepard tones), and the neuropsychology of aesthetic appreciation. Examples of the use of mathematics in the arts include:

The symmetries of two dimensional tesselations and three dimensional mathematical objects, can evoke feelings of "mathematical beauty" as expressed by Bertrand Russell in the first paragraphs of this article. This may apply to polyhedrons (three dimensional geometric solids), many of which show perfect symmetries that, combined with the use of colours, result in a visual experience that many consider attractive. The use in art of such objects or tesselations is limited though, as this beauty is often considered soulless and does not evoke feelings of emotion. The Dutch graphic designer M.C. Escher created mathematically inspired woodcuts, lithographs, and mezzotints. These feature impossible constructions, explorations of infinity, architecture, visual paradoxes and tessellations. Currently, also computer generated art is based on mathematical algorithms.


#11 TEO

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Posted 16 November 2012 - 05:29 PM

(((polyhedrons)))

#12 Tim the Beek

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Posted 16 November 2012 - 05:37 PM

Golden ratio'd

#13 hoagie

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Posted 16 November 2012 - 05:47 PM

Golden ratio'd


youre goddamn right!

#14 Wende

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Posted 18 November 2012 - 12:29 AM

Hoagie..why are you in here? :lol:

#15 Geminimoon

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Posted 18 November 2012 - 01:48 PM

:Tabbooma:

#16 china cat

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Posted 18 November 2012 - 05:42 PM

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